Yet Another American Idol SHOCKER...

This season of American Idol is full of shockers.
1) Horrible singers such as Kristy Lee Cook can stay sooo long.
2) Favorites like Michael Johns and Ramiele got eliminated too early.
3) Tipped to be in the finale, Carly Smithson says goodbye this week.

It's too early for her exit, 4 weeks to be exact! She had never been in the bottom 3! How could this happened? Randy Jackson was right, seeing Carly and Syesha, he said popularity votes played in this week. Voters are not voting for the best singers, they are voting for eye candies! If not, how would you explain why Jason Castro's weak performance this week allowed him to stay in the competition? It is just so so not fair!

Worst season of American Idol so far? I agree. Seeing good singers being eliminated from the competition one by one, are there anymore reasons to watch the show anymore?

Next week is Neil Diamond week. I want my remaining favourites to stay all the way! Brooke, David Cook, Syesha, wait for my votes!!! I'm coming to America!!!

Leaving On A Jet Plane... Soon...

I can't believe it. In about 24 hours time, I'm on the plane, leaving Singapore for LA! I'm excited yet not that excited.

It is the first time I'm going to the US. Never ever been to Disneyland, Hollywood, Beverly Hills, Fisherman's Wharf, Vegas, etc and I'm going to visit these places in about 3 weeks time after my classes are done in Oklahoma. Holidaying is fun. Who doesn't like to go on a holiday!
But I will not be seeing Dear for the next 6 weeks. Dear has bought a webcam, so technically I can see him. But still, I will miss him... For the past few days, I have been like a leech, wanting to spend every single day with him. Sigh...

Will definately try to update this blog whenever I can.

Random Stuff That Took Little Too Long

Remember I was ranting about some website using my photo without my permission in this entry? 16 days later, still no reply from the website. My photo's still there. Can anyone teach me what to do next? Should I give up and treat it as free "advertorial" or should I press on further?

FINALLY, Kristy Lee Cook has been eliminated. Even Simon Cowell said that her time is up. But why did America take soooooo long to decide? I guess you really needed a favourite to wake the voters out and Remy and Michael were scarificed.

Finally, the US trip is here. When I first started my degree, I was saying "will go US in 2 years to complete it." Last year, I was saying "next year go US." End of last year, I was counting down in months saying, "going over in (how many) months time." Then it became, "I'm going over next month!" As of today, I shall say, "I'M GOING OVER NEXT FRIDAY!!!" Woohoo!!! Finally!!!

American Idol SHOCKER...

Warning/ Disclaimer: If you are waiting for tonight's broadcast to know who is the latest to be eliminated from American Idol, DO NOT read this post...

Ok, it has been validated and confirmed that American Idol voters once all over again are DEAF and have NO ears!!!

I OFFICALLY HATE KRISTY LEE COOK NOW!!! KNNBCCB!!! F***ed-up bitch!!! Are there any more swear words I can use now?
This f***ing bitch miraculously stayed for ANOTHER WEEK while one of my favourites, Michael Johns is eliminated!!! If possible, can I just kick her off the stage instead of vote to eliminate her?
To date this bitch has eliminated 3 of my favourites who are better then her, Asia'h, Amanda and Michael. She is just damn freaking lucky she has a bit of looks (but now I find her totally FUGLY) BUT she CAN'T sing!!!
She is also damn freaking lucky that she managed to stay through the Beatles weeks because after that was a country week. This week, inspirational songs, meaning you can choose any damn song in the world as long as it inspires you. So, this lucky bitch chose yet another country song.

I have nothing against country and with this statement, I present proof with a past entry that I simply adore Carrie Underwood and Kellie Pickler. I just hate BAD singers and singers whom I DO NOT think deserve the position!!!
Flash back to Season 5, when Chris Daughtry was voted off in place of Elliot Yamin and tua-neh-bu Katherine Mcphee, I did not make such hella noise like now! Not that I admit that both of them are better singers, but I felt that it was ok because they deserve the position.
This bitch DOES NOT deserve the postion!!!

If it was rock week in place of Beatles, she would not have survived! The producers are damn good to her. Or rather, good to themselves, knowing that a pretty lass will pull ratings up. And of cos knowing that in order to get rid of this bottom-3 resident who sings horribly, viewers have to vote for the others, and votes equals moolah...

I WANT ROCK WEEK NEXT WEEK!!! No wait, then my Brooke White how? K, let me think about it...

"Poof" Function For American Idol?

Its true that the good looking ones will somehow manage to stay on without talent, but Kristy Lee Cook is staying a tad too long. American Idol voters have lost it. They have created the worst season of American Idol.

Yes, it was country week and looking back at the past seasons, there was not a chance that a country singer would be voted off during a country week, nor a rock singer being voted off during rock week, etc.
I would say it was just pure bad luck and timing that because it was country week, Kristy Lee Cook managed to shine and salvage her WEEKS of POOR performances, while talented and loveable Ramiele Malubay got the boot.

How I wish I can poof Kristy Lee Cook out of the competition, out of sight, greyed out. Just like how ping's poof function works...
Horrible-and-can-only-sing-Amazing-Grace Kristy Lee Cook gets to stay week after week while rock chick Amanda Overmyer and consistent Chikezie were sent home. And now, Remiele goes home. American Idol will never be the same again. We would never get to see bubbly, cute, warm, loving and fun scenes because Remiele is the one who provides such!

It's For Real...

Blame it on my sensitivity and insecurity which have been with me for years.

I gotta admit you are quite a good catch albeit being a little round.
Although I do know there is no one else, it does not help that sometimes you would mention "find er nai".
Although I do know you love me only, it does not help that sometimes you mention that so many other girls out there would want you and can maybe consider.

Whenever I ask if you will not want me, ambiguous answers like "consider lah" does not help pacify a wondering insecure mind. You say I keep asking and it is very tiresome, but what are the answers are you giving me? Sometimes I have to ask a few times in a row before you give a reluctant "want lah".
Have you ever wondered if you had not given any ambiguous answer in the beginning, I would not keep asking.

Through your actions, I know how much you care about for me and love me, but your egoistic mouth says otherwise. It is because of the question marks that you give me then I would feel insecure. And now you are scolding me because I feel insecure.
You say you can't keep pacifying me, but it takes 2 hands to clap and it is a cause and effect thingy. I know you are too egoistic to say "I love you", but sometimes I really need real answers from you mah.

I can stop feeling insecure but it takes time.
I can stop feeling insecure but you have to stop the question marks.
I can stop feeling insecure if I stop doubting myself that I am good enough.
I can stop feeling insecure if you would lessen the words that would lead me to think that there are other girls that you can choose from.

From day 1, you know I am sensitive and insecure. I know you don't mean it, I know I'm being sensitive and insecure. It is not that I do not trust you.
And maybe you are right that since I'm not a perfect healthy person, no one else will want me because of the future burden except you. And maybe because of this, and the question marks, I feel insecure.

Characteristics are unlike habits which can be changed overnite. But if you don't help me, who will?
I know you can't stop saying such things because this is who you are. From egoistic to romantic, no one will be able to do it. But stop blaming and saying that I'm insecure. It would not help, right?
I'll just have to accept that you would not verbally tell me how much you love me and want me and then you'll have also to accept that I would feel insecure. I can't expect you to sweeten your words just to make me feel secure. It would not be correct, right?

I'm really sad and pissed. "Late night show" that led to a quarrel... All because I was really not comfortable. I was really worked up.

Anxiously Waiting...

I'm supposed to be studying, but I just can't concentrate!!!

Email was sent at 0204hrs, about 18 hours ago. No one from the website has yet replied in regards to the photo "theft". Am I simply just being impatient? Been checking my email and blog almost every hour to check if they had replied or left a message on my blog, nothing... When will the reply come in???

Will be leaving for Oklahoma for my on-campus residency in about 25 days time, and my entire heart and mind is flying towards US now. Basically, in holiday mood now too...

Final season at 161st Street, which houses such intense history of the club, no one else will understand how much I want to go. Already in US, so near but still yet so far... Finally managed to plead with my parents to let me travel to New York to pay prilmage to the House that Ruth built. It's the final season that the Yankees will be playing there and they will be shifting to a brand new stadium next year. Some of you might think it is crazy to buy a round-trip ticket from LA to NY and just spend a few hours there. But non-American hardcore fans like me will understand that it is all worth it; especially when your own country does not have a proper baseball ballpark/stadium. (And I don't know why I'm crying now)
Right now, I can imagine kissing the walls of the stadium, walking around the ballpark, taking massive amounts of photos, wah-ing like a swa ku, etc... And hopefully I'll be able to bring a blade (or 2) of grass back...

I really don't know how to start studying. God help...

I Feel Violated And Need Advice Desperately!!!

Can someone advise me if this website is involved in anything I do not want to get involved in? Is there anyway I can get my photo out of it? If this a case of using one's properties without permission?

I don't know why am I on this website together with others who show cleavage and/or look sexy. I honestly do feel honoured when someone adds me to their blogroll or feature my blog on some well-known websites. BUT THIS?!?! Mange to spot me in this screenshot? I'm in the top row, 2nd from the right.

Please please help dish out advise... Feel free to email me if you do not want to leave your advise on my comment page...
Thanks in advance! Much appreciated...

Eww... Ewww... Freaking Ewwww...

During class break time, I'll usually go pee to release my contracted bladder. What I saw in the toilet today really irked, disgusted and pissed me. Why such a thing would happened?! I wanted to run back to the classroom and get my handphone to take a photo of it, but my blog's G-rated lah.

Girls, if you are afraid that your buttocks will get dirtied by the sitting toilet bowl, find a squatting one.
If you can't find a squatting one, find a cubicle that has loads of tissue for you to line the toilet bowl rim.
If you can't find a tissue-loaded cubicle, I really don't mind that you stand across the toilet bowl or squat on the rim. However, if you choose the latter, please have the civic mind(edness) to remove your shoes.
And by the way, please lift up the rim/lid/protective 2nd layer/whatever you call it so that you have no chance of dirtying it if people want to use it.
Last but not least, please freaking AIM. Yesh, AIM.
It is just like how we always tell the man/men in the house to lift up the rim if they wana stand and shoot their pee into the sitting toilet bowl and AIM.

Oh, in the scenario that the cubicle has tissue but you choose not to line the toilet bowl rim and still pee all over the rim, please CLEAN UP after your act.
If you think wiping your own buttocks after shitting is an ok thing to do, then wipe the toilet bowl rim too! If you think it is disgusting, either you AIM or you hold your pee till you get home. Isn't it more disgusting for the cleaner to clean YOUR pee for you?!

This is not the first time I've seen this pee-all-over-toilet-bowl scenario when I'm using toilets outside of my home. And usually I tend to contribute this to mums who would bring their little boys. Since these little boys have yet to master the art of aiming, it is not really totally these little boys' fault, although I tend to grumble about why the mothers don't clean it up.
But to see this where I do not see little boys existing in the place at all, it has to be one of the ladies right?
Honestly, no one would be so out of his/her/its mind to pour chrysenthamum tea over the toilet bowl right?

All In Randomity

Warning/ Disclaimer: If you can't tahan a woman whining and ranting away, I suggest you stay off this post.

It's been raining and raining and raining. Maybe it is fate. Whenever I have to leave the house, Rajah will be at the void deck/lift lobby area greeting me. Rajah is the dog (who I talked about in this entry) who fortunately did not get poisoned to death. It would look at me and I would look at it. Then, shyly, this big fella would drop its head and walk away to avoid me. Is it scared of humans after what had happened to its friends? I don't know. But it looked damn pitiful.
On the way to meet Dear on Tuesday night, Rajah was there again. When it saw me, it quickly ran away as I approached it. When I met Dear and whined and complained to him. I suggested buying bread to feed Rajah. Dear said since he needs food at home too, he bought the bread and we went back to my void deck to look for Rajah. But it was nowhere to be found. We walked around the void deck and even to the basement. We found chicken rice, some dried pet food and a container of water. For the stray cats or Rajah, I'm not too sure. All I know was that the food looked untouched.
And definately I know poor Rajah is out there in the rain, feeling cold... If only I have my own house... Even Dear says Rajah looks damn cute! Hehe...

I can't believe it! Pizza boy is out while cannot-make-it-amazing-grace gal is still in American Idol! Although I can't stand David Hernandez too, I was hoping that between the bottom 3 for this week, Kristy would be voted off the show! But no, there was further proof that voters are simply deaf when the worst singer for this week is still in the show! ARGH! Simply infuriating!
And also, Syesha Mercado was in bottom 3! Sometimes I feel that American Idol is becoming a popularity competition rather than a talent competition. Not that I hate David Archuleta, but based on performance and since he forgot his lyrics, he should be there in the bottom 3.
I'm starting to wonder when I reach US, I'll be able to call and vote... Hmm...

When you work in a team, there are bound to be conflicts arising here and then. Without proper guidelines, we have to learn from things happening currently and build guidelines from it. Which organization does not have red tape, you tell me. We may not be a trillion/billion/million-dollar organization, but still proper channels have to be done up. This is part and parcel of life and when you go out to the working world, there are more red tapes, trust me. I just hope things will sail more smoothly...

I'm so so damn excited for the US trip. Going for the visa interview next Thursday and preparing all documentation needed now. Also have to prepare the list of things to bring, to buy, to prepare, etc...
Reminds me of one song from American Tail: "There are no cats in America, the streets are full of chhheeeeseeee".

I have requests from people whom I think I do not know asking to add me on Friendster and Facebook. Think it is time to send them a message to id themselves. Sorry if I sound rude, but I only wana add my own friends.