Why Like That?!

I'm getting too disillusioned. Everything seems to be a blur. A tornado just swept thru my mind and created a whirlpool, tempting to suck things into extinction. For a moment, what happened last April seems to be rosy, now, everything's falling apart. Why have we come to this kinda situation? What is God's will? Is it His will that such a close friendship for more than a decade will be blown apart due to certain different thinkings and priorities? 心寒...