Cranky debates

Feeling funny... hungry, sleepy, tired... yet not tt hungry, not tt sleepy, not tt tired... yet dun wana eat in the middle of the nite... yet feel like playing the sims on xbox, yet feel like lying in bed n drift off to dream land... Its the cranky time of d nite, i admit, but i shall allow the crankiness flow into words...

Cranky question 1) What is love? issit to loved or being loved? issit better to be loved or being loved? how to measure love if it can measured? y does love make us do certain things sometimes...
Cranky answer 1) was watching the 9pm show on channel 8. there was something abt a person having 3 souls, 7 spirits, something like tt... thn after tt, was watching a tvb show on scv... its about the folklore of cowherd n weaver maid, of cos with loads of "additional" sub-plots... there came a part whn the baddie knocked cowherd unconcious. then he "pulled" out cowherd's 7 spirits n "killed" off his supposed love spirit. n it was explained that the love spirit controls the heart, letting u forgive n have feelings for pple...so, loving someone isnt a feeling, but control by a "spirit" in u? bleh...

Cranky question 2) heard that cancer is due to unforgiveness... heard that God is a healer n the satan is "responsible" for all illness... so what is tis battle abt? me n cancer? Him n satan? Bad cells n radiotherapy?
Cranky answer 2) how abt tis... He is healing me thru radiotherapy, keeping me away from satan who wana take my life... But i tot i would be with him after i die? then how come i am sick? hmm... so satan is sending me home to Him earlier? bleh...

Cranky question 3) Kylie minogue is having breast cancer n reports said that the cancer is confined to the breast. thn y r there reports of her needing to go for chemotherapy...
Cranky answer 3) from my case, i understand tt chemo is only needed if the cancer has spread, thus mine aso confined n localised, thus only needing radio... since she is a pop star n worth 60mil aussie dollars, might as well go for chemo to get rid of a singular cancer cell that might be other parts of her body... bleh...

enough of debates... feeling sleepy now... will try to zzz now...