Friday, December 26, 2003

Xmas... Penny for tots? or just pms?

Jingle Bells Jingle Bells Jingle All The Way...

Xmas mood is here n soon it'll be a new year... Countdown starts towards 2004 now...

25th has past. Time to collect money too...

As i start to recall how i spent the past Xmas(es) in recent years, most of them r either at work or wif frds. After so many years, i yearned to really have fun n spend it well. n this year, i have my Baby wif me.

Although some may think its just like normal days, but wht makes it so special is having tt someone important beside you during Xmas. Although we did not have loads of fun shouting the nos. at a countdown party nor did we join the crowd at orchard, it was really a pleasant lovely nite, holding his hand, away from the crowd, having dinner n watching a movie. It was peace n quiet, not too many pple ard, so u can just really ignore n pretend no one's ard, just me n my Baby...

As i'm writing, things are changing. Things have changed for sure. Pple change too... have i mentioned a particular person called me after i wrote tt fateful entry abt "ignoring for life"? seems like nothing happened. Everything's still a standstill. Time? Everyone need time... Shld i sms or call abt the money? haiz...

Things to think abt... A lock's had been there for 10 years n its rusty. it had been locking something so dear to u tt u dun even wana open it up cos u might lose it. U feel that u shld change a new one. But somehow or rather, the key to the old one is lost. since u're not gonna open it up, shld u use the new lock n leave the old one there? or shld u cut the old one away? Since the old one's redundant, y leave it there? but it has faithfully held it for 10 years, it does have some significant memorial value, rite? penny for tots, so how?

Mayb u guys shld just ignore the above 2 paras... think its the pms thingy kicking in...

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