Thursday, November 30, 2006


Another nite I can't fall asleep. It actually helps that I'm yawning, feeling tired, eyes droopin a little. But it does not help that when I lie in bed n close my eyes, I can't get to sleep and keep tossing and turning.

Issit radiotherapy or issit me? How come in the past, I can sleep easily at nite, even though I'm not tired. I would just lie in bed, blank out, zzz. Now, I lie in bed, blank out, mind active again (thinking about what to do tmr, whether alarm clock set, worry n panic about this and that, trying to recall whether I forget to do this and that) and just can't get to sleep. Did the x and gamma rays shoot my brain cells mad? sigh...

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