Thursday, October 07, 2004

Everything... AGAIN...

Flu kicked in again... 3rd time in 6 months, or rather, less than that... place too dusty or i'm not getting enuff rest?

Confessions hurt... to a certain extend... Weird feelings going thru me now... Cant decipher them at all... just weird, funny, even funnier... getting to suspect there's NO such thing as platonic friendship anymore... y do things have to turn out tis way... ken jus put it, u're just too cute n attractive lah... i think otherwise... pissed at myself... damn fucking pissed... y cant i have a simple pure platonic friendship that will stay put n last tt way... y must it be always, in the middle of such a nice friendship, things happen AGAIN... i fucking hate it... it must be me... i fucking hate myself...

i give up... gonna rummage for flu medicine n pig out... nite nite world... till another day, i'll write down siew mai's story...

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