Readings? One Piece?

Dunno wht to write aso... Nothing to do... Lagging in trivia, softballs is empty... Done wif neopets, emails n richdad forum for today... Nothing's on tv...

Mayb I shld go back to my readings or watch One Piece on my comp... But to watch One Piece, I'll have to reboot my comp... To read, I'll have to go into my room...

Haiz... Mayb I shld read... No one's online anyway... Haiz...

Yong Qi

I had a karaoke session wif Jan, Qi, Zhou, MC, Sebas, Ziwei n Danping tis aftnn. It was damn cheap. We ended up paying jus 9 bucks per pax. The songs were damn updated too.

As I always liked Liang Jing Ru's songs, I chose to sing Yong Qi. MC was making fun of the song, jus like wht he did whn he first stepped in. But as I sang, I got more emotional, shutting away his teases. Mayb the song reminded me of us... Whn I finished the song, I dropped tears...

终于做了这个决定 别人怎么说我不理 只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去 我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己最怕你忽然说要放弃
爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里你的真心
如果我的坚强任性会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒我虽然心太急更害怕错过你
爱真的需要勇气 来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定 我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气 去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你 放在我手心里你的真心

Little league's showing on ESPN now.. I'm typing tis now.. Mayb I shld go to bed...

Searching for my crew...

I'm halfway thru one of Rich Dad's series, Retire Young Retire Rich. There was one qns that Robert Kiyoskai asked. I can't remember the excate qns, but it was asking something like, "in the pple ard you, who's with you, who's not". My immediate ans to tt was, all but Chris. I'm not criticising or saying anythg mean here, but I find tt the pple ard me are filled with the poor n middle class realities n context. My parents n my frds. 2 of thm surprised me by keeping an open mind, but thy're not totally wif me. Most I toked to rather keep all their money in the bank cos it's low risk. To a certain point I agree, but leaving all my money in there n let the bank use it as a leverage?! Wait long long... One of my frds have failed in a watch business before n his reply, "I wun be tt stupid again". I tried explaining to him abt the odds in investments n treating this failure as a lesson. He refused to change his mind-set.

I like the anime One Piece. Watched a few episides before. It's abt a guy by the name of Roofy. He aspires to be Pirate King and I find the anime very very very inspirational. I'm watching the rest of the episodes now on SCV. Thank God for tt! Hehe... The lyrics for the theme song is aso very very very inspirational.

Robert Kiyosaki had said in his book, "It's ok if the boat leaves. But do u wana be left behind whn the other boat leaves the dock?" He was referring to pple who are building their assets n investments. Those who did so already left the dock. R u gog to be the next one who leaves?

I was toking to Chris abt it the other day, abt One Piece, abt telling him to search on Kazaa for the rest of the episodes cos I wana collect the whole series. Thn we came up wif something like "We are like Roofy. Looking for pple to join our crew. We have left the dock, on the ship, leaving others at the dock and r now drifting in the sea, looking for our crew. A crew wif similar goals n ideas."

Right now, while still learning n reading from Robert Kiyosaki's books, I'll have to look for my crew. A crew who fits the bill, has the right mind-set and has the same goals n ideas.

One Piece!

Weird dream...

For almost a week, I could control my tears. Although shedding a few tears every night, I finally broke down again just now.

Was in cobratrivia. Cash was singing, n we were suaning a bit here n there. Cl said I am attached, ask me to not say anythg. I typed "wht". Thn I noticed Cash, asking him wht i shld say, shld I say "I not attached liao lah" cos Cash kns abt tis already. He says he's an outsider, do wht I feel like. I typed in the mains "attached or nt, I like to say can or nt". Cash noticed me "nice one". I really dunno how to break the news to the rest. Mayb Chris n I have spoken to Cash, so telling him was easier. The rest kn Chris, he's part of the channel. Whn I was gog off, Cl ask "paced, you gog to bed alone or with *ahem*". I replied "with my teddy bears".

I started to cry... I went into my room n cried... This is the first time I've actually cried so hard after we finally broke up. Thn I recalled a weird dream I had ystday. In the dream, there's a guy, some how or rather, Chris' friend, was trying to kiss me. I pushed him away, saying "cannot, I still liked Chris." He replied something like "but he dun wan you". And I woke up. Y on earth did I have a dream like tt?

I've stopped crying now. Enuff of Rich Dad Poor Dad for the day. Have to go to bed coz have to wake up early n go to NP tmr for softball. Dunno if I'm able to fall asleep...

Sadest Day of 2002

We broke up at abt 2am jus now...

Hurts to even mention his name now...

Too tired to tok abt it...

Dun wana thk abt it cos I'll start crying again...

Sleepy, but will try to get some sleep...

Mayb I'll tok abt it some other day...

Shld have expected... It has been a see-saw thingy since last Tues... Tues aftnn - broke up... Wed aftnn - patched... Wed nite - broke up... Thurs morning - patched... Thurs nite - broke up... Fri nite - patched... Early in the morning, Sat 030802 - broke up...

Thk it'll be for real tis time round...

Stoning off...