Physically drained...

So "happening" last 2 weeks that I feel physically drained out...

18th: Last IVP match of the season. After dinner met some frds, played pool. After pool, sit down, tok cock... Reached home at 4am...

19th: Woke up at 7.30am to be in time in Kallang for J-league. Saw history making when Teck Whye Alumini softball team won Singapore National softball team. Shiok! Left Kallang ard 4pm. whn i reached home, slacked, tired out, slept early.

20th to 23rd: Work, stress out, using too much brain juice. After work was driving lessons or running errands. Reaching home on the avg of 8pm everyday, tired out...

24th: After work, went up to JB wif my colleagues for seafood and cheesecake!!! at only 4.90RM per slice, it was wonderful... If only i could buy every single slice back to SG. Reached home at 9.40pm. Rushed to bath, change and take my mahjong set. Played mahjong till 4+am. Went for supper/breakfast. By the time i slept, it was 6am already.

25th: Woke up by my dad at 9am. But fell back to sleep. Every few mins, he would come to try to wake me up again. For the next 45 mins, it was just a few mins eye shut, driftin to sleep, only to wake up again. finally got my butt up, bathe, changed and went out for brunch wif my family. After that, we went suntec carrfour to buy groceries and some car accessories. Our car, SFM4850Y is officially a week's old! Reached home ard 230pm, set up everything we have bought in the car. Slacked at home from 3-4pm. Left the house again to mit the gals. Window shopped for a while and we went to sakae for dinner. Left at 8pm, took a cab n rushed home. Put down some stuff, took some stuff, mit some friends from wholivesnearyou.com for a mooncake thingy... chit chat, supper, tok cock, reached home at 4+am. Slept at 5am...

26th (today): woke up at 1pm. ate lunch, now headache is kicking in... damn...

Gastric --> Stomach ulcer --> Stomach cancer

on MC today... Was feeling terrible on Monday already. Managed to scrap thru work ystday and went to the doc's in the evening...

doc asked since whn i had this kinda feeling my my tummy. told him quite some time back, but it came n go... only becoming more frequent now... he asked if it could be stress related... u're the doc, how in the hell would I know!? anyway, i din tell him tt lah, i just said i dunno... gave me gastric medication, famotidine... was wondering y not antacid. seems tt famotidine is stronger thn antacid.

correct me or the webbys that i went thru if i'm wrong... antacid for neutralizing the acidic affect in the gut. but famotidine, is for curing ulcers and reducing the gastric juice serection... now, tt really scares me! i betta start looking aft my tummy... eating medication on time. the tot of stomach ulcer n developing into stomach cancer really scares me...

May God, my Lord bless this lost sheep... Amen!

Headache cum hunger pangs cum gastric...

Feel like dying... Dunno whn i started having gastric pains... mayb i din heed the symptoms like burning stomach, hunger pangs, slight sharp jabs on the center, slightly to the left of my stomach area... now i cant get to sleep, accompanied by the heavy headache-ed head! helppppppppp...

so here i am... at this hour, which i should b sleeping, typing in here to waste time... chatting in cobratrivia to waste time too. need to tire myself to get to zzz...

haiz, since whn did my body become a total wreckage?

stress? a bit... not cos of work... but cos of how someone, a colleague, is treatin me... not tt i'm treated badly, but too good in fact... i told a frd abt it, he said, "dun flirt back". pengz... since whn i became an "expert" in this area!? he aso said, "if u wan things to happen in a certain way, think in tt direction. but dun have to think too much aso... if u hope he's not interested in u, think tt he's not, thn can liao..." hopefully tis advice will work cos i'm just not comfy being treated so nice... dun ask me y yet... not in the mood actually to tok abt it rite now.. too stress liao...

the packing on the paracetamol says "cause drowiness" but i feel so awake... haiz... more chatting in trivia...

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webby of the moment: http://Salisbury.cjb.net
feeling of the moment: sad, depressing: tot i'm over him already... but... silly: y? y? y?
song of the moment: tt song on the webby and Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu...
me of the moment: crying, stoning, blank mind...