A song was playing in my head. It goes "Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand, Now and forever, I'll your man..." Hmm... Tis is just one of the many songs that entered into my life years ago... Another one that was playing in Cash's car ystday "I'll never get over you, getting over me". This song had let me thking. I knew I was thking abt some stuff but jus not too sure wht I was thking abt. A frd gave me an advice, in short : dun rush... True true, jus so true...
Was wif the softball pple today. Ate dinner at Swensen's. Was raining maos n gous after we finished our dinner, so, Qi n I wnt to get a cab at the taxi stand. Blardi long queue so we called a cab. Cab came n we went home. The driver dropped Qi off first. I was alone in the spacious cab. The cab was kinda cold and vapour collected on the windows. Everything looked blurred. Raindrops fell onto the windows, creating streaks of 'clearness'. If only I had a camera... Wouldn't it be beautiful to capture tis sight?
Saw the Orion ystday. It was so beautiful, shining in the clear sky above... Tis is the 2nd time which I was able to see the formation. The 1st time sucks. It was during the recent softball camp and it was kinda cloudy...
Sianzzz... I aso dunno wht I'm toking abt. Ntg links n connects in tis entry... Mayb mind not thking straight... Back to trivia...
By the way, I was near his neighbourhood, or rather, at his neighbourhood ystday... Was thking of him ystday, but now, at tis moment, nope... While gog home, we drove past his blk... Memories flooded me? Mayb yes, mayb no. I dun have a clear ans myself...
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Saturday, December 22, 2001
Monday, December 17, 2001
Where's Bugger?
Hmm, seeing an entry at tis time is no surprise... Afterall, I'm a nite owl! Haha...
Figured tt I blabber something here while waiting for Bugger (#cobratrivia's bot) to come back. Disappeared after a ping timeout. Wht's tt? I aso not too sure, all I know is tt I'm still waiting while writing tis entry. Haha...
Dunno wht to tok abt aso... Sianzz... Btw, stuff have been happening but can't say it here. Mayb its not the rite time, mayb I shld let those pple say it themselves...
So I guess I shall stop here now and patiently wait for the bot to come back... Hehe...
Figured tt I blabber something here while waiting for Bugger (#cobratrivia's bot) to come back. Disappeared after a ping timeout. Wht's tt? I aso not too sure, all I know is tt I'm still waiting while writing tis entry. Haha...
Dunno wht to tok abt aso... Sianzz... Btw, stuff have been happening but can't say it here. Mayb its not the rite time, mayb I shld let those pple say it themselves...
So I guess I shall stop here now and patiently wait for the bot to come back... Hehe...
Saturday, December 15, 2001
#Cobratrivia Outing
Hmm… For the records, an entry in the aftnn. Hehe… Been too much of a slack lately… Doing a cross-stitch, which is way far frm completion… The bookmark in my novel hasn’t ascended a page yet…
Went out wif the pple from #cobratrivia ystday, yep, the 'cobras'. Hehe... Me, cl, gtt, xand, snj, dokes, burrp, Adrian, poison_ivy and fats went for the sushi buffet at Sakae Heeren. When the sushi session was halfway thru, a hill mysteriously appeared at Sakae Heeren, thn it became 2. Haha... Krizz came down to c us n gave us a ride down to Suntec. There at Suntec, klooz (aka Amok) met us. Courtesy of cl’s idea, we went to “ambushed” espie at her workplace. Saw Xiujie thr too! She’s working part-time there. Haha… We thn took a grp photo wif krizz’s n cl’s digital cam. Pool time at Supercue, Marina Square. Snipes came to mit us thr but went off later. Espie joined us aft she finished work. Cash n svenvath came to mit us thr as well, aft snipes had left. The gathering kinda fun I thk. Mayb we can have another one soon… Haha… The only un-fun part of it was whn I was gog home. Since all cabs were “on call”, I went to Raffles City to wait for a cab. Din join the queue cos I reckon calling a cab was faster. But guess wht… Whn I called I was given music to listen FOC… Hmm, how’s tt? Thn as last I managed to get thru n only gt home past 12.30…
Went out wif the pple from #cobratrivia ystday, yep, the 'cobras'. Hehe... Me, cl, gtt, xand, snj, dokes, burrp, Adrian, poison_ivy and fats went for the sushi buffet at Sakae Heeren. When the sushi session was halfway thru, a hill mysteriously appeared at Sakae Heeren, thn it became 2. Haha... Krizz came down to c us n gave us a ride down to Suntec. There at Suntec, klooz (aka Amok) met us. Courtesy of cl’s idea, we went to “ambushed” espie at her workplace. Saw Xiujie thr too! She’s working part-time there. Haha… We thn took a grp photo wif krizz’s n cl’s digital cam. Pool time at Supercue, Marina Square. Snipes came to mit us thr but went off later. Espie joined us aft she finished work. Cash n svenvath came to mit us thr as well, aft snipes had left. The gathering kinda fun I thk. Mayb we can have another one soon… Haha… The only un-fun part of it was whn I was gog home. Since all cabs were “on call”, I went to Raffles City to wait for a cab. Din join the queue cos I reckon calling a cab was faster. But guess wht… Whn I called I was given music to listen FOC… Hmm, how’s tt? Thn as last I managed to get thru n only gt home past 12.30…
Monday, December 10, 2001
Seeking solace
Stuff happens and you dun feel good. Happened too fast for you to notice. So ytf you bother to call or tell pple wht has happened and tell them a whole long story and then expect them to comfort n tok to you abt it. Not me, some stuff are just meant to kept and buried rite down inside me or jus let the wind blow it away...
Friends? Some friends dun tell you everything too. That's privacy and everone needs a bit of tt. So do I...
Nonsense crapping, ranting, whtever u call it. But the fact is I DUN FEEL GOOD now n the only place I can seek solace is in here, thru my writings. Mayb I shld get myself comfy and finish up reading my novel. Mayb I shld concentrate on trivia...
Argh...
Friends? Some friends dun tell you everything too. That's privacy and everone needs a bit of tt. So do I...
Nonsense crapping, ranting, whtever u call it. But the fact is I DUN FEEL GOOD now n the only place I can seek solace is in here, thru my writings. Mayb I shld get myself comfy and finish up reading my novel. Mayb I shld concentrate on trivia...
Argh...
Friday, November 30, 2001
Before (chalet)
Today's my mum's birthday. The whole family will be gog for a resort, chalet thingy at Pulau Ubin except me. Din expect I can make it anyway. Not yet done burning my DVD yet. Was half done for my 1st one at 9pm. Testing was finished at 10.05pm. After burning 60+% at 10.55pm, there was an error msg!!! ARGH!!! So, tmr, dear me have to go into the lab to burn again… Sianzzz…
Amok called jus now, he spent his birthday in camp, doin guard duty… Poor fella… Asked if anyone chasing me at the moment. Wondered wht he asked tt for, always ask me bo liao stuff one. Before putting down the phone, reminded me to UPDATE THIS THINGY… Amok, update liao ah… Dun say din update…
Watching a programme on TVBS now… Teaching English on TV… If only I can forward the time to 3.30… Damn tired, but I was in sch today and missed today’s epi of “tou long zuan feng”, so can only catch the repeat…
Gotta wake up early tmr, call Ralf at his office to c wht time I can get into the lab n start burning the DVD. Sigh…
Kk, today’s entry kinda short cos I have to go print something now… That’s all, folks… Buai…
Amok called jus now, he spent his birthday in camp, doin guard duty… Poor fella… Asked if anyone chasing me at the moment. Wondered wht he asked tt for, always ask me bo liao stuff one. Before putting down the phone, reminded me to UPDATE THIS THINGY… Amok, update liao ah… Dun say din update…
Watching a programme on TVBS now… Teaching English on TV… If only I can forward the time to 3.30… Damn tired, but I was in sch today and missed today’s epi of “tou long zuan feng”, so can only catch the repeat…
Gotta wake up early tmr, call Ralf at his office to c wht time I can get into the lab n start burning the DVD. Sigh…
Kk, today’s entry kinda short cos I have to go print something now… That’s all, folks… Buai…
Friday, November 23, 2001
paced|back
I’m a bad bad girl… lol… Y do I say that? Firstly, I was back from camp on the 14th, but I’ve been slacking till now… The no. of my entries per month has been dropping drastically! Must do something abt it… Well, updates abt me…
After the camp, I jus din wanna do anything, was at home practically SLACKING. Meanwhile was online playing trivia & neopets, chking e-mail and most impt of all, looking for a 2nd hand laptop online. Prices are damn steep, better off buying a 1st hand one…
Looking for a job too, went for an interview on Mon liao. Thanks to Angel cos she left her name card with Mercury on the “tour” and thy called her up. She called Been Tee and me up to share tis “lobang”. So I guess I’ve gotta start updating my resume, draft out a recommendation letter and settle the burning of my personal copy of my DVD project! Had been slogging at tis and if I dun burn a personal copy, I’m be so, so, so, so, so, sad… and mayb perhaps a bit sorry for myself…
Was playing a bit of trivia jus now when xand came across tis diary. Xand was searching for cobratrivia under (I thk) goggle search… Guess one of the search results was my diary… Hehe… Snj aso read it thn we talked a bit… Actual transcripts are private! Hehe…
So I guess that’s the end of my updates… Take care folks!!!
Oh yah!_1: Happy Birthday, Amok!!!
Oh yah!_2: Man U drew 1-1 with Bayern Munich in the 1st match of the 2nd phase of the Champions League, no thanks to Paulo Sergio who equalised for Bayern in the 87th min...
After the camp, I jus din wanna do anything, was at home practically SLACKING. Meanwhile was online playing trivia & neopets, chking e-mail and most impt of all, looking for a 2nd hand laptop online. Prices are damn steep, better off buying a 1st hand one…
Looking for a job too, went for an interview on Mon liao. Thanks to Angel cos she left her name card with Mercury on the “tour” and thy called her up. She called Been Tee and me up to share tis “lobang”. So I guess I’ve gotta start updating my resume, draft out a recommendation letter and settle the burning of my personal copy of my DVD project! Had been slogging at tis and if I dun burn a personal copy, I’m be so, so, so, so, so, sad… and mayb perhaps a bit sorry for myself…
Was playing a bit of trivia jus now when xand came across tis diary. Xand was searching for cobratrivia under (I thk) goggle search… Guess one of the search results was my diary… Hehe… Snj aso read it thn we talked a bit… Actual transcripts are private! Hehe…
So I guess that’s the end of my updates… Take care folks!!!
Oh yah!_1: Happy Birthday, Amok!!!
Oh yah!_2: Man U drew 1-1 with Bayern Munich in the 1st match of the 2nd phase of the Champions League, no thanks to Paulo Sergio who equalised for Bayern in the 87th min...
Friday, November 09, 2001
paced|away
Dear all, I'll be MIA for another week cos there's a softball camp...
Updates will be up here in a weeks time, so look out for it...
Ciao...
Updates will be up here in a weeks time, so look out for it...
Ciao...
Grievances
Hehe… MIA for one week plus liao. Anyway, I wrote this in my notebook on Monday aftnn, but only managed to find the energy and time to type it out now. Mayb kinda outdated but I need to address my grievances! Here it goes:
So wht? So wht if Man U lost to Liverpool 3-1? Liverpool can win this match and every single cup for all I care, but guess wht, they’ll win everythg except the Premiership. And does tt mean a 3-1 defeat = a big hoo-ha, 7 pages to be exact? Hey, Arsenal lost to CHARLTON 4-2 too! So wht is it wif tis particular media? Its sports rooms filled wif pple who pay pilgrimage to Anfield? Its been the so-called “Man U decade” and they can’t lost any single match? Arsenal’s 4-2 jus isn’t worth writing abt?
Puh-lease, even a Man U fan knows wht’s gog on and we DO NOT need reminders. So, tis media has to rub salt on open wounds or add fuel to fire? Give the players and fans a chance, or rather a break! Hey, try getting tis pple in tis media’s sportsroom to run on the field for 90 mins, like 2-3 times a week! Try hearing yourself at Old Trafford while the fans are cheering their fave team on! Try figuring out the morale they have now!
The league is still in its early stages, there’s still time for the players, esp for the defence to gel things up. Given the determination of the players and supporters, Man U will win it tis season, trust me! Sir Alex, although stubborn, will make sure tis pple eat their words, alternatively thy may choose to stuff it up their arse! Give him credit! We may cry foul at some of his decisions, but he has his reasons for them. He has scored in the days of Brucey & Pally & Schmikes & gang. He will score again nevertheless with Becks & Keano & Sols & gang! The youngsters in this team aren’t called Fergie Babes/ Fledging for ntg! Believe me, Man U will be popping champagne and pouncing ard a banner which reads “Carling Premiership Champions 2001/02” at the end of the season!
Oh yah, a particular Mr Edwin, pls eat yr words or wipe yr arse and prepare to stuff words up…
So wht? So wht if Man U lost to Liverpool 3-1? Liverpool can win this match and every single cup for all I care, but guess wht, they’ll win everythg except the Premiership. And does tt mean a 3-1 defeat = a big hoo-ha, 7 pages to be exact? Hey, Arsenal lost to CHARLTON 4-2 too! So wht is it wif tis particular media? Its sports rooms filled wif pple who pay pilgrimage to Anfield? Its been the so-called “Man U decade” and they can’t lost any single match? Arsenal’s 4-2 jus isn’t worth writing abt?
Puh-lease, even a Man U fan knows wht’s gog on and we DO NOT need reminders. So, tis media has to rub salt on open wounds or add fuel to fire? Give the players and fans a chance, or rather a break! Hey, try getting tis pple in tis media’s sportsroom to run on the field for 90 mins, like 2-3 times a week! Try hearing yourself at Old Trafford while the fans are cheering their fave team on! Try figuring out the morale they have now!
The league is still in its early stages, there’s still time for the players, esp for the defence to gel things up. Given the determination of the players and supporters, Man U will win it tis season, trust me! Sir Alex, although stubborn, will make sure tis pple eat their words, alternatively thy may choose to stuff it up their arse! Give him credit! We may cry foul at some of his decisions, but he has his reasons for them. He has scored in the days of Brucey & Pally & Schmikes & gang. He will score again nevertheless with Becks & Keano & Sols & gang! The youngsters in this team aren’t called Fergie Babes/ Fledging for ntg! Believe me, Man U will be popping champagne and pouncing ard a banner which reads “Carling Premiership Champions 2001/02” at the end of the season!
Oh yah, a particular Mr Edwin, pls eat yr words or wipe yr arse and prepare to stuff words up…
Sunday, October 28, 2001
27, hmm...
Yep, 2nd entry of the day. Mayb some of u might be wondering if '27', my jersey no., has any connection to him after reading the previous entry, well, not at all... Only started to kn him in Nov/Dec 2000, but had been using '27' ages ago, since I've gt a beeper.
At first I didn't had a habit of using a code, a no. to rep me till I started to alpha-pg (hmm, can't really remember the name for it). My bday is on the 24th. Cantona quitted in 1997/98, leaving jersey 7 empty. Becks (my fave player) took it. Combined 2 (starting no of my bday) and 7, thr u have it, 27! So, I've been using 27 for 3 yrs now... Hardly alpha-pg now, but 27 still sticks ard wif me.
Whn changing to M1 in mid 2000 and was scanning thru the list of nos., I saw *****020 (thk shld blank out some nos, cos dun really feel safe putting out my mobile no. on the net), 'po' my luck, i asked to c another list, containing the above first 6 nos. Thr was a *****027! So happy cos I thk it's kinda nice to have a sorta personalized mobile no., a no. ending wif my code!!!
Softball jerseys(printed ard end-Ang '98, '00) are 27 while playing for Ngee Ann. Although tis year I aso took 27, thr's no reason to change to another no. cos 27 is my no. rite?
Can't really remember other stuff (which deals wif nos.) tt I 'neigh si' wan 27, mayb the closest to it is tt whtever nos., like my pger and old mobile no., all must have 7 in them...
All's clear and declared, 27 has ntg to do wif him!
At first I didn't had a habit of using a code, a no. to rep me till I started to alpha-pg (hmm, can't really remember the name for it). My bday is on the 24th. Cantona quitted in 1997/98, leaving jersey 7 empty. Becks (my fave player) took it. Combined 2 (starting no of my bday) and 7, thr u have it, 27! So, I've been using 27 for 3 yrs now... Hardly alpha-pg now, but 27 still sticks ard wif me.
Whn changing to M1 in mid 2000 and was scanning thru the list of nos., I saw *****020 (thk shld blank out some nos, cos dun really feel safe putting out my mobile no. on the net), 'po' my luck, i asked to c another list, containing the above first 6 nos. Thr was a *****027! So happy cos I thk it's kinda nice to have a sorta personalized mobile no., a no. ending wif my code!!!
Softball jerseys(printed ard end-Ang '98, '00) are 27 while playing for Ngee Ann. Although tis year I aso took 27, thr's no reason to change to another no. cos 27 is my no. rite?
Can't really remember other stuff (which deals wif nos.) tt I 'neigh si' wan 27, mayb the closest to it is tt whtever nos., like my pger and old mobile no., all must have 7 in them...
All's clear and declared, 27 has ntg to do wif him!
Yes, its Oct 27th...
Yes, I'm still awake at this stupid hour. Jus finished watching "Tai Yang Hua" on TVBS. Din really like it at first, tot tt it was another of those cheesy taiwanese serials. But kinda nice, toking abt relationships, kinda teary, hmm, dun really kn y I'm sorta liking it now... Showing A*mei's MTV now... Can't get to sleep due to 2 main reasons: not sleepy n I choose not to.
Choose not to? Well, the MLB's World Series 2001 is starting at 7.30 am later. Afraid tt I'll oversleep...
As for the first reason, well, there are sub-reasons... Hehe...
Well, I woke up at 5pm ystday... Yep at a grand time of 5pm... Slept at 3+, 4 the previous day, woke up at 8, passed somthing to Janice at 8.30 at the carpark below my hse. Went home, koon...
His bday was ystday, 27th Oct. Sent him a SMS at midnight wishing him happy bday. Well, as expected, waited the whole day, no reply... SMS a frd of his to help relay 'happy bday' to him jus in case he c my name n jus del the SMS without reading... Sigh, stupid rite? Really felt like kicking myself in the butt. He's not worth it (according to most of my frds), not worth thking, not worth toking abt. But I? I'm still, sigh... Shld have picked up the pieces mths ago, or at least in late-July, whn I kn tt he has a gf liao. Something's not rite here. Jay Zhou Jie Lun is driving me nuts with his MTVs, pratically ogle and stare at the tv whn his MTVs are on. Can't wait to buy his 2nd album, but gotta wait till I've time to. A*mei's album coming out too, tt shld divert my attention! But no, it did not! Not even my busy schedule! I'm damn f***ing useless, y?!?!?! Been waiting for his reply, mayb a 'thk u'? But it din come. Any SMS tt came in today, any phonecalls tt came in today, I was so hoping tt it was him... Nope, ntg... Mayb it's a hint, no, or rather a straight-in-d-face msg telling me to 'back off', 'forget me', 'I've gt a gf', 'thr's no way tt we can b frds anymore aft we broke up'...
Hungry: Nope
Craving for a drink: Maybe
Sleepless in Singapore: Yes
Playing trivia at #cobratrivia: Yes
Watching tv: Yes
Crying: Awful to admit, but sad to say, yes, betcha I'm crying.
Thking of him: Ditto, replace 'crying' wif 'thking'...
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Typing off,
Me...
Choose not to? Well, the MLB's World Series 2001 is starting at 7.30 am later. Afraid tt I'll oversleep...
As for the first reason, well, there are sub-reasons... Hehe...
Well, I woke up at 5pm ystday... Yep at a grand time of 5pm... Slept at 3+, 4 the previous day, woke up at 8, passed somthing to Janice at 8.30 at the carpark below my hse. Went home, koon...
His bday was ystday, 27th Oct. Sent him a SMS at midnight wishing him happy bday. Well, as expected, waited the whole day, no reply... SMS a frd of his to help relay 'happy bday' to him jus in case he c my name n jus del the SMS without reading... Sigh, stupid rite? Really felt like kicking myself in the butt. He's not worth it (according to most of my frds), not worth thking, not worth toking abt. But I? I'm still, sigh... Shld have picked up the pieces mths ago, or at least in late-July, whn I kn tt he has a gf liao. Something's not rite here. Jay Zhou Jie Lun is driving me nuts with his MTVs, pratically ogle and stare at the tv whn his MTVs are on. Can't wait to buy his 2nd album, but gotta wait till I've time to. A*mei's album coming out too, tt shld divert my attention! But no, it did not! Not even my busy schedule! I'm damn f***ing useless, y?!?!?! Been waiting for his reply, mayb a 'thk u'? But it din come. Any SMS tt came in today, any phonecalls tt came in today, I was so hoping tt it was him... Nope, ntg... Mayb it's a hint, no, or rather a straight-in-d-face msg telling me to 'back off', 'forget me', 'I've gt a gf', 'thr's no way tt we can b frds anymore aft we broke up'...
Hungry: Nope
Craving for a drink: Maybe
Sleepless in Singapore: Yes
Playing trivia at #cobratrivia: Yes
Watching tv: Yes
Crying: Awful to admit, but sad to say, yes, betcha I'm crying.
Thking of him: Ditto, replace 'crying' wif 'thking'...
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Typing off,
Me...
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